Somewhere between 2002 and 2003, I went from a Blogger powered Angelfire website to LiveJournal. Remember LiveJournal? It wasn’t quite a blogging platform, it pre-dated MySpace and in some bizarre twist of digital fate, it still exists. My favourite LiveJournal feature was choosing an animated icon depicting my current mood to sit alongside each post. None of this having to use words to describe how I felt crap. Those were the days.
2003 was another big year of drinking, studying and hanging out with newly found friends, which is pretty much all I wrote about. Mostly using bullet points. Somewhere amidst all of the rambling and recounting of drunken shenanigans long since forgotten, I found this entry. Even though it gets a bit pathetically melodramatic at the end, the truth is I still wonder these things sometimes. And I still listen to Frankie Goes to Hollywood.
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- Current mood:
contemplative - Current music: Frankie Goes To Hollywood – Relax
There Comes A Time In A Young *coughs* Girls Life When She Begins To Wonder . . .
. . . why is it she always seems to have a pen for random strangers to write down other peoples numbers
. . . how hard can it be to find four/five people at one o’clock in the morning around the deserted convention center.
. . . where the hell her low-key black bra went to, and why do 40+ yr old men have to lear so.
. . . why is it that there are boys which make more attractive women than her.
. . . how come the 8-ball told her that it was unlikely that she will ever find someone.
. . . how hard can it be to like her. even just for a little while. even she likes herself sometimes.
. . . why do people keep throwing packets of m+ms at her.
. . . how is it that she ate so much chocolate today.
. . . why can’t things be easier than they are.
. . . why should she even bother.
and now . . . to sleep.